Would anyone notice

If tonight I disappeared?
Would anyone chase me
And say the words that I need to hear?
That I'm no burden
Not so worthless
Bent so much that I just might break
All-consuming
So confusing
The questions that keep me awake
Would anyone care, would anyone cry
If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight?
Would anything change, would you all be just fine?
'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight
It just might save my life
Would anyone want me
If they knew what was inside my head?
Would anyone see me
For the person that I really am?

I won't lie
So hard to hide
I've never felt worthy of love
I would give up
Everything I have
Just to feel good enough
Would anyone care, would anyone cry
If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight?
Would anything change, would you all be just fine?
'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight
It just might save my life
If you're dying inside
Sick of being alive
Let me in, let me share in your pain
From my lungs through the dark
Spoken straight from the heart
Let me give you a reason to stay
If you're out there still lying awake
If you're out there still wondering
Would anyone care, would anyone cry
If you finally gave up and turned out the light?
The world would be changed if you left it behind
You can't be replaced, no, tonight is the night
You take back your life
Take back your life
Take back your life
Take back your life

I ponder of something great
My lungs will fill and then deflate
They fill with fire, exhale desire
I know it's dire, my time today
I have these thoughts so often, I ought
To replace that slot with what I once bought
'Cause somebody stole my car radio
And now I just sit in silence
Sometimes quiet is violent
I find it hard to hide it, my pride is no longer inside
It's on my sleeve, my skin will scream
Reminding me of who I killed inside my dream
I hate this car that I'm driving, there's no hiding for me
I'm forced to deal with what I feel
There is no distraction to mask what is real
I could pull the steering wheel
I have these thoughts so often, I ought
To replace that slot with what I once bought
'Cause somebody stole my car radio
And now I just sit in silence
I ponder of something terrifying
'Cause this time there's no sound to hide behind
I find over the course of our human existence
One thing consists of consistence
And it's that we're all battling fear
Oh dear, I don't know if we know why we're here
Oh my, too deep, please stop thinking
I liked it better when my car had sound
There are things we can do
But from the things that work there are only two
And from the two that we choose to do
Peace will win and fear will lose
And there's faith and there's sleep
We need to pick one please because
Faith is to be awake and to be awake is for us to think
And for us to think is to be alive
And I will try with every rhyme
To come across like I am dying
To let you know you need to try to think
I have these thoughts so often, I ought
To replace that slot with what I once bought
'Cause somebody stole my car radio
And now I just sit in silence
Whoa, oh-whoa-oh
Whoa, oh-whoa-oh
Whoa, oh-whoa-oh
Whoa, oh-whoa-oh
Whoa, oh-whoa-oh
Whoa, oh-whoa-oh
Whoa, oh-whoa-oh
Whoa, oh-whoa-oh
Whoa, oh-whoa-oh
Whoa, oh-whoa-oh
And now I just sit in silence
And now I just sit in silence
And now I just sit
And now I just sit in silence
And now I just sit in silence
And now I just sit in silence
And now I just sit
I ponder of something great
My lungs will fill and then deflate
They fill with fire, exhale desire
I know it's dire, my time today
I have these thoughts so often, I ought
To replace that slot with what I once bought
'Cause somebody stole my car radio
And now I just sit in silence

take these two songs and combine them to make a whole new song

I feel like I'm disappearing

Lost in the silence, no one hearing
Would anyone chase me, say the words I need
To know I'm worthy and not just debris

I'm drowning in these thoughts so strong
Can't hide the pain I've carried for so long
Someone stole my car radio, left me in silence
But I'm reaching out for a reason to stay, a defiance

Take back your life, don't let it slip away
Don't let fear hold you back, choose faith today
We're all battling our fears, but we can find peace
If we just let go of the distractions, let the silence cease

I ponder of something great, my lungs will fill and deflate
But with faith and courage, I'll find my fate
I may be broken and torn, but I'll fight to be alive
And I won't give up, I'll keep on trying to thrive

Would anyone notice if I disappeared
Or would they just carry on, pretending not to hear
But I won't let the silence consume me
I'll break free from the darkness, find my way to be

So take my hand and let's face the night
Together we'll find the strength to fight
No more hiding in silence, no more pain
We'll rise above, and we'll break the chains

And now we just sit in defiance
Breaking free from the silence
And now we just sit and thrive
In the strength of our combined drive.

make it a little longer

I feel like I'm disappearing

Lost in the silence, no one hearing
Would anyone chase me, say the words I need
To know I'm worthy and not just debris

I'm drowning in these thoughts so strong
Can't hide the pain I've carried for so long
Someone stole my car radio, left me in silence
But I'm reaching out for a reason to stay, a defiance

Take back your life, don't let it slip away
Don't let fear hold you back, choose faith today
We're all battling our fears, but we can find peace
If we just let go of the distractions, let the silence cease

I ponder of something great, my lungs will fill and deflate
But with faith and courage, I'll find my fate
I may be broken and torn, but I'll fight to be alive
And I won't give up, I'll keep on trying to thrive

Would anyone notice if I disappeared
Or would they just carry on, pretending not to hear
But I won't let the silence consume me
I'll break free from the darkness, find my way to be

So take my hand and let's face the night
Together we'll find the strength to fight
No more hiding in silence, no more pain
We'll rise above, and we'll break the chains

And now we just sit in defiance
Breaking free from the silence
And now we just sit and thrive
In the strength of our combined drive

Together we'll conquer the doubts that entwine
With courage and hope, our hearts will align
We'll stand tall, no longer cowering in fear
And find solace in knowing our voices are clear

So let the melody of our souls ignite
A symphony of strength, a beacon of light
In the silence, we'll find our voices anew
And in unity, we'll rise, strong and true.

now give it a name

"A Symphony of Defiance"