Help me write a painful paragraph telling my boyfriend that “by staying with me that doesn’t mean you are making me a favour.. I think i should just get a money and pay you for what you have done for me

It pains me to say this, but I need you to understand that by staying with me, you are not doing me a favor. In fact, I feel like I should just give you money for everything you have done for me. I appreciate your support, but I can't shake this feeling that I am burdening you with my problems. I don't want you to feel like you have to stay out of obligation. It would be easier if I could just compensate you for all the care and love you have shown me. I am grateful for everything you do, but I understand if this is too much for you to handle.