Today, tomorrow, or whenever, it actually happened today. I, Levino, son of Benton Causewell and cousin of Sir Ominer, caused a bit of trouble. Now, my Lord Sir Ominer has put me in the crusade. I had thought I wouldn't have to go unless I wanted to, but now I must. However, my Lord Sir Ominer has asked me to write him anything I desire while I am away.
The part I played in causing the trouble, I do believe, was wrong. But still, I don't wish to go. Ah, but it slightly angers me, though not directed towards Sir Ominer. Besides being my Lord, he raised me from the age of seven when my father died, and he cared for me when I broke my leg. He taught me nearly everything I know. He ones told me to never just say that I am Levino cousin of Sir Ominer but to mention me being my father's son, for wether he be died of a live I am will and am always his son.
Today, I find myself conflicted. I, Levino, son of Benton Causewell and cousin of Sir Ominer, have caused trouble and now my Lord Sir Ominer has enlisted me in the crusade. I had always believed that joining the crusade was a choice, but it seems that my wishes have been disregarded. Nevertheless, I feel no anger towards my Lord Sir Ominer, as he has been a father figure to me ever since my own father's passing.
Sir Ominer raised me from the age of seven and cared for me when I broke my leg. He has been my mentor, teaching me everything I know. He once advised me to never simply introduce myself as Levino, cousin of Sir Ominer, but to always mention that I am my father's son. Whether my father is alive or not, I will always be his son.
While I acknowledge that the trouble I caused was wrong, I still harbor the desire to stay and not go on this crusade. However, I understand the responsibilities and duties that come with being a part of Sir Ominer's household. As per his request, I will write him anything I desire while I am away. Perhaps this will provide some solace and a means of connecting with him during my absence.
Though I may be torn about my upcoming journey, I must honor my Lord Sir Ominer's wishes and fulfill my duty. I will carry on with the crusade, not only for him but also for the teachings and guidance he has bestowed upon me. May the future bring clarity and understanding as I navigate this new chapter in my life.