Good morning fellow Jiskha peoples,
After all my time I've had, I have reason to believe no one needs me anymore. I've screwed up too many times in life, and all people see is that. Since this is my farewell, I would like to thank you all for the great answers and appreciative comments. But my time on earth is over. Rest assured, keep reaching your goals, and never stop surpassing. Goodbye.
I need help
You are not the only one who has screwed up multiple times. So have I. However, ending it all doesn't give you any chance to improve. Seek psychological help. If you are in an educational institution, see a counselor.
Also follow some of your own advice to "keep reaching your goals". Many goals take repeated efforts. I hope you are still around to take heed of my advice. My best to you.