This isn't for school. I just needed to vent, because my mother doesn't understand.
So, recently, my girlfriend Ally committed suicide. She had last texted me "sorry" the next day I found out that she had killed herself. I'd already been depressed because of family stuff, but Ally's death pushed me over the edge. I really don't want to live anymore, and I do not believe in God due to not being heard since I was 6. I need help and I'm lost and confused.