Either way, I dunno if I wanna talk to her about it- (or talk to her at all). Even from previous arguments she should know by now that I won't change my view of certain things she likes, I would rather pretend that I like the things she does just to make her happy. However when it comes to insulting the things I like I always say to myself "If you dont have anything nice to say about it then just shut up and take a page out of my book- just pretend you like it". But I sound like a narcissist. (I kinda am a narcissist) So I guess Im in the wrong.
It's understandable that you may have differing opinions and preferences from someone you care about. However, it's important to remember that healthy relationships involve open communication and mutual respect for each other's interests.
Instead of pretending to like the things she does just to make her happy, consider having an honest conversation with her. Express your feelings and explain that while you may have different tastes, it's important to still respect each other's choices without insulting or demeaning them.
Keep in mind that it's also essential to listen to her perspective and be open to understanding why she may not share the same enthusiasm for the things you like. Finding a balance and compromising where possible in your discussions can help cultivate a healthier relationship.
As for your self-awareness regarding potential narcissistic tendencies, it's commendable that you recognize this trait in yourself. Consider reflecting on your behaviors and thoughts to better understand how you can work on improving and being more empathetic to others.
Remember, healthy relationships involve communication, empathy, and respect for one another's differences.