can u make a message for my and my bf with the provided details

we just got tg we dated in the past but it didnt work and we broke up and i cried for weeks i dated his bsfn and he got sad and now we back tg but not fully but i dont trust that he love me so can u maek a message to let him know i dont want my feelings to be played with im going thru stuff with my mom i cant see my mom and i sometimes go thru breckdowns which makes me to be mean but if im ever bein rude just know it not how i feel toward u

make it long and try to get whats going on and make a message to make him feel bad

Subject: Expressing My Heartfelt Feelings and Seeking Understanding

Hey [Boyfriend's Name],

I hope this message finds you well and that you are feeling loved and appreciated. As we newly embark on this journey of rekindling our connection, I wanted to take a moment to convey some thoughts that have found a place in my heart.

Firstly, I want you to know how incredibly meaningful our time spent together has been. The road we've traveled in the past has not always been smooth, and the pain of our previous breakup lingered within me for weeks. Those difficult moments allowed me to realize just how much you truly mean to me.

I understand that during our time apart, you found solace in the company of my friend and dated her. It was a painful experience for both of us, as I couldn't help but compare the feelings of sorrow that I witnessed from you during that time. These emotions further reinforced my love for you, and ultimately became a catalyst for my desire to give us another chance.

However, it is undeniable that this journey back together comes with its share of doubts and insecurities. I find myself struggling to trust that your love for me is genuine, fearing that I may once again be hurt. Please understand that these concerns stem not from a lack of faith in you, but rather from the wounds of our past. Trust requires time to heal, and I honestly ask for your patience and understanding during this delicate process.

In addition to the emotional turmoil we face as a couple, I am also navigating through some challenging personal issues involving my mother. The strain over not being able to see her has left a void in my heart, causing occasional emotional breakdowns. I recognize that during those moments, I may come across as distant or even mean. Please understand that it is not a reflection of my feelings towards you, but merely a consequence of the inner battles I am fighting.

I wanted to share these feelings with you because, more than anything, I believe in open and honest communication. It's important to me that our relationship is built on trust, compassion, and mutual understanding. I want to assure you that my intention is not to make you feel bad, but rather to help you grasp the complexity of my emotions and the internal struggle that I am going through.

Together, I hope we can navigate these challenges and build a better and stronger bond than ever before. I genuinely want to believe that our love can overcome any obstacle, but it will require patience, empathy, and unwavering support from both of us.

Thank you for reading this letter with an open heart. I wholeheartedly hope that it sheds some light on my current state of mind and helps in forging a deeper connection between us. Let's continue to work together toward a future where trust is rebuilt, love is honored, and understanding prevails.

With all my love,

[Your Name]