can you help me reconstruct this sentence. its hard to pretend that im ok when im not. deep inside my heart i know that i deserve it as much as they deserve it.

I have a question first: What is "it" (as in "i deserve it")?

Then put capital letters in all the right places and re-post.

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Sure! Here's a reconstructed version of the sentence you provided: "It's difficult to pretend that I'm okay when, deep inside my heart, I know that I deserve the same as they do."

To reconstruct a sentence, it's helpful to understand the meaning or intention behind the original sentence. In this case, it seems that the speaker finds it challenging to appear okay when they truly understand and believe they deserve something just as much as others do.

To reconstruct the sentence, we can start by rearranging the structure while maintaining the original meaning. In this case, we moved the phrase "deep inside my heart" closer to the beginning of the sentence for emphasis. We also simplified and clarified the comparison between the speaker (using "I") and the other referenced individuals (using "they"). Finally, we adjusted the placement of the phrase "as much as they deserve it" to improve clarity.

Remember, the goal of reconstructing a sentence is to convey the intended meaning as clearly as possible while maintaining proper grammar and syntax.